love will make you sick, love will make you sick, love, will make you sick. cause that's what love do, it gets Inside you and makes itself home it get into every inch of your flesh, Under every centimeter of your skin. love, get into every inch of your organs and make them fail, it'll make you heart beat so fast it stops, your lungs will fuel and make you suffocate, your stomach will hurt, your brain will shrink, make you unable to think. cause that's what love do, and that what i chose to love you, i love you death. i hate the taste of cigarette smoke but i love the feeling of tumors on my tongue, growing each day, most wonderful french kiss there is. i love to feel that poison run through my veins. i love you death, but you Don't fuck me well enough, if you really love me, fuck me and give me aids, fuck me so i really feel the love, and my organs fail Under your love. And when i'll be in my deathbed, thin and sick, i'll know you loved me, only sad thing to me, is i know you love many.

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF AND DESERVE THE ADDICTION

My body hurts Always. It's a machine designed to fail.That i have to feed and clean. This is my transgression, this is my art.going against the body.

Anyone experimenting with gases and solvents is at risk of sudden death. Death may occur at the first attempt or following many attempts it can happen at any time The causes of death include: Choking on vomit. Suffocation or asphyxiation when someone is unable to breathe in sufficient oxygen. This can occur if someone chokes, or if they have a bag or mask over their nose and mouth. Burns injuries, as many gases and solvents are highly flammable. Fatal accidents, such as being hit by a car or train as your judgement and mobility is impaired. A heart condition called cardiac arrhythmia also known as Sudden Sniffing Death Syndrome(SSDS). Most deaths from solvent abuse are caused by SSDS. Inhaling the gases and solvents causes the heart to beat irregularly. The heart can then fail if the person experiences a sudden rush of adrenaline e.g. if they are excited, frightened or if they engage in physical activity. Unless a defibrillator is available, death can result within minutes.